goodbye 2012 hello 2013

I'm mainly making this isolated rant as a sort celebration of all the things ive done so far and explain all the things i plan to do. The only reason it;s not in my blog area is because i was having a hard time with the javascript overriding the anchor link, so sorry about that lol.

Ive created this site about 5 months ago on a random ass sunday. the exact reason is hard for me to parse, but i remember deeply wanting a place were i could belong, a place i could call uniquely my own, and honestly im lying i just wanna be an unhindged maniac with no consequeces and host the most degenerate drawings and nonsensical comics to my hearts' desire. To my standards, i havent exactly reached the levels of freak I would like. I still have so much to share in this deprived echo-chamber isolated from other thoughts but my own.

mission statement aside I'm just so glad I've learned so much over these 5 months. I just know with a bit more -somthing- I can truley reach new heights. The progress of this website has been blowing my mind, i could never think that I would have gotten this far really.

This website has rejuvinated the love of writing back into me again. As i've taken this website more and more seriously/ updating it more(my ass is not serious) i've been wanting to complete all my projects with months of dust on them.

One thing slowing down updates is the fact that I am now creating things -for- this website, instead of putting images i've already made thru-out the years. this brings the unique challenge of having to format -for- the art instead of -around- it. my first attempt at this so far is the CVC character index which has honestly been kicking my ass for 3 weeks now(of which i only worked 3 days on). I've been putting a lot of effort into it, the aethetics, the functionality, the writing, and the art are all factors i've been needing to juggle. SO, when this Index comes out sometime in the next few weeks, i hope you can see the effort i put into it C:

so, to put it precisely, my overall(non-website related) goals for the next 12 months are:

-make one (1) song(and an actually good one)

-make my first animation meme, or just an animation in general

-finish CVC-CS and fruits of your labour comics. (4 rocks and butter is NOT getting a part2 :praying_emoji:)

-make a 3d walking simulator( i really wana do this ooo so so bad:3)

- 3d modeling :drool_emoji:

My goals for what I want to implement in this website come in go, but I think a few things i'd like to do:

- finish CvC, Welcome to the ViroIro hospital, OK+1, consquence, and Pursuit of Beauty(my swordsmachine UltraAU) character indexes

-finish about me section

-implement music playlists/radio

-have a redirect page with fore-warnings

-censoring feature for NSFW content(like discords' spoiler feature)

-hidden pages unlocked with a code of somekind( I just think thats cool:3)

OVERALL im excited for next year and how my website will turn out. I still cant belive I'm at like 750 updates dude!!(i dont know have any frame of referance for if this a high number or not, but if i had 750 dollars... thats just a a lot of dollars ya know)

thats it for this post. Hope to see you guys next year!^_^(are my parasocial tactics working yet r u invested in me as a person yet)

have a Great Yaoimas and an Happy New Yuri!